I've drained my arteries & even my heart.
Step back and watch me fall apart.
I hate these mirrors! Or maybe just the face glaring back at me.
I strive To be a man but I'm held back by the restrictions of childhood As a thirsty soul I'm forced to wander.
Down these empty roads
It's a game of cat and mouse where
Neither beast or vermin exist.
And I am guilty.
Iam guilty! For the way I feel! It's no ones fault except for that fuck in the mirror.
I Watch the lighting rip the ski apart,
I wish It would do the same to me and bring me back to life!
I've wasted a tear too many on myself,
The penalty of life is living.
Begging for silence then cursing the thoughts it brings.
(I'm giving up!)
I'd pray for peace of mind but my faith is weak.
With an edge bending at pressure
And a heart that weeps.
Too heavy for it's shallow cage
I search for substance in life,
There's where I found my rage.